"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Dear Abang,
How are you? It have been over 3 years since i last saw you.
God knows how i have been strong and successfully carry on living although it is incomplete every single day. Can you believe it, im already 20?! And this is the third year i celebrated my birthday without you and your generosity of gifts. You know, Abang Qil never gave me anything this year. Well, maybe his little sister is not that cute little girl anymore. Hehe, maybe if you are here, you will think so too. LOL, but its okay, deep inside, i know he still love me as much. In fact, i think his love for me have doubled (his previous love for me plus your love for me). Yeah, im so lucky huh. But you know what!! He brought me to Cash Studio last tuesday for my belated birthday outing. It was so fun abang, if you were there with us, you will love it too! We sang your favorite songs too..
Do you remember how much i have cried and suffered from separation anxiety when the first time you went for NS? And how i have tried to make a "surprise" for you when i heard you are coming home at last that weekend? Hehe=). Can you believe it, now, my own friends are going for THEIR national service! Can you believe it!! Sean, Yayat and everyone! Hehe. Even Eidel, Rudy lor!!!!
Oh ya, abang, Ijam and Emillia is getting married next month you know. 8th and 9th November. So cool rite!! I am so excited for them abang!! All of us the family members is going to wear peach as a theme colour. If only you are here, Ijam would surely ask you to be his bestman, cos remember how close were you with him? You are not only his best cousin, but also his best friend and a brother to him.
Abang, Abang Qil is still like last time. So shy when it comes to girls. And when he is braver, rejection is always the answer. Its so unfair right, abang. I really want him to be happy like any other guys of his age. Hey, i have an idea, abang, since you are and expert when it comes to girls, why not you come in his dreams every night and gave him private lessons? Hehe.
Abang, it have been so long since you visit me in my dreams. Where have you been? Have you got a new family over there? And a new sister too that you have been spoiling on? Do you still remember us?
Or is it true that it is a completely two different world and we could not have any connections anymore?
Abang, do you have a new girlfriend there? Or have you made her your wife already since there is no parents anymore to stop you? Hehe. You are so lucky abang. THAT is a true love. THAT is THE love for eternity. Unlike "love" in our world. The world that i am still stuck in. Love is sweet, ok, but it is so temporary. For example, you know your 2nd ex- she already have a baby i heard. And your 3rd ex- she got engaged, around a year after you are gone and she never even invited us. Its not that im not happy that they manage to move on with their life you know. But you know, where is all that "I will love you forever and ever" promises? Till now, i dont understand the in depth meaning of ture love.
Sigh. Whats important, abang, i want you to be happy there. Find a really hot and truthful bidadari. How's e bidadara there? Have you seen any? How are they like? Are there any japanese or korean looking ones? Hehe.
You know abang, our parents have been so much different now. Remember how you have told them once that you wish to get engaged with your 2nd ex when you are 26 or 27, i think? And how was their reactions and lectures? And how hurt you are for that hole year? And how she have left you just because of that?
You know, parents are not the same anymore. They have been pestering and asking Abang Qil when is he going to bring back home his girlfriend when he is only 25 lor. I know!! Weird right!! Is not only that abang!! They sometimes pick up on me too. Like hello....how old am i again?!
Oh ya abang, remember k. nong? Hahahahahaa!! OOooo. She never failed to bring drama after drama out from our plain and monotonous family. Hehe, you should have been here with us to watch it!! You'll love it!
And, our favorite uncle, Cak'a? He's single now. Sigh, i think i really believe that nice guys finish last.
You know abang, sometimes right, i really envy you. You are happy over there, nothing to worry about, as your "sins book" have been closed forever. Whats done, is done. As for me, i still have to worry this, worry that, unhappy this unhappy that, sins here, sins there, stress here stress there, here competitive, there also competitive. Its so tiring you know abang. Sigh.
And for now abang, my eyes feel so sore. I think i got to rest them. (You know lately i always get sore eyes, tembel and such. You know i am using transition lenses. Dont know if you heard of it before, cos i think its quite new, like 2 years ago. Hehe and all my friends always like to tease me on that cos they think i look old. Hehe but you should have seen how effective it was even if its just a slightest sunlight)
Yours,
Your beloved sister =)
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
Look at Fandi Ahmad's sons!! They're grown up!
Valencia want 2nd look at Fandi's sons
GOING PLACES: Fandi Ahmad's sons, ikhsan (left) and Irfan. -- PHOTO: THE RED CARD PTE LTD
FANDI Ahmad's two sons have reached yet another milestone in Europe.
Irfan, 10, and Ikhsan, eight, have been invited by Spanish Primera Liga side Valencia to train with their youth academy for two weeks in September.
The pair, who are the eldest children of the former Singapore star, impressed Valencia officials during tryouts last week in Alicante, Spain.
Miguel Tendillo, co-ordinator for the club's Under-12 set-up, described Ikhsan as 'a great talent and a natural goalscorer'.
According to the former Spanish international, Irfan 'showed good movement and worked hard to create chances'.
During a trial match alongside Spanish boys in his age group, Ikhsan scored four goals. Irfan played as an attacking midfielder in another match, creating three goals.
The rare opportunity to train with Valencia's youth teams came after the Singapore boys earned rave reviews at AC Milan's junior football camp in the Spanish city of Malaga two weeks ago.
If they do well at Valencia, the club may be given first option to sign them when they turn 14.
R. Sasikumar, the director of sports management agency, The Red Card, is helping to coordinate Irfan and Ikhsan's European stint.
Said the former Singapore footballer: 'They passed Valencia's first test with flying colours.
'Clubs like that don't just invite anyone to train at their academy, so this is a big achievement for the boys.'
The two youngsters will also head to London later this month to play in an Under-13 tournament organised by Arsenal.
They are likely to attend football camps in Europe on an annual basis during their school holidays.
super kawaii :D
"Fame is the scentless sunflower with gaudy crown of gold,
But friendship is the breathing of rose, with sweets in every fold"
*bimbo accent*
O M G.
This place is like totally dead!!!!!!!!!!
Hehehe. Miss me right..
Can you believe it, i have been living in this world for totally 20 years 2 days 21 hours?
Thanks for all those who wished me, thanks for remembering. Those who want to make me happier, bring me for a karaoke session as a birthday outing,
CANNNNN.
Im dying to CROAK the whole day with my friends. I dont mind to have 10 karaoke session with different group of friends.
*HINT*
Nothing much, really =D
super kawaii :D
